It is December.
I am looking down from a rooftop and watching the city move
with The Father over my right shoulder and the sun rising on my left.

I come up here often to contemplate;
I come to Continue reading →

Once the bag was in my hand I forgot about everything that came before it.
I forgot about my worries. I forgot about the police or the things I swiped to catch my fix.
There are different ways to escape.
Some like to Continue reading →

In the search to find myself and live in some kind of stable happiness,
I stumbled through the different crowds and behaved as different people. I performed, in a sense, and behaved as those around me.
But deep down, I knew there was no truth behind Continue reading →

After 400 entries, I decided to start a new journal.
This entry is my first…..
I remove myself from everything I have written before, and though I may repeat my subjects, I will strive to be different.
After all, this is my commitment.
I made a commitment to Continue reading →

The morning is rough on my bones.
I have to ready myself before standing up, and after I stand, I have to prepare myself because the first step is painful and so is the second.
Next, I approach the steps, which lead to Continue reading →