As I see it,
the world moves in pieces,
like a chess board
and so,
the eyes of the misguided
and the people with stalemate minds
will move from one day to the next
just to avoid the reminder
of being in check.
The Book of Chaos: Solace (In the City)
Safe to say . . .
I can be free now, if I choose to be.
Safe to say
that I can walk in any direction
or cross the street
or find a little café
and strike up a conversation
with some out-of-town person
who never saw
The Empire State Building
live and in-person.
The Book of Chaos: Parts of Yesterday
1)
March 2024
Yesterday—
It was nice to see the city in the sunlight.
It was nice to see the hint of spring
which should be here soon,
and soon enough, the great thaw will take place
and once more,
we can feel the warmth on our skin
and feel alive.
The Book of Chaos: A Justified Ramble
It is closer to the months of summer now
and perhaps we are closer to the sun yet,
pieces of us
are growing more distant from each other.
I can see us now, as we were, a long time ago
in a lifetime, far, far away.
I can see the past come up in random moments
where random faces of once-known people
pass me by like perfect strangers,
which is fine, I say
because hey . . .
this only shows that our time was temporary.
No, really, it is.
The Book of Chaos: Withdrawal
1)
This is to you, who practiced your goodbyes
or to you,
who rehearsed your lines a thousand times,
and yet,
you never took a step in the next direction.
The Book of Chaos: Once More . . .
Once more . . .
We find ourselves here again.
And sure,
I see how life is cyclical.
I can see how things change,
or how we go off in different directions,
only to bring us back in full-circle.
And here we are,
looking back in a state which is all too surreal
and all too realistic, but hey
Reality –
It’s a real trip . . .
(Que no?)
What Do You Know (You’re Just a Kid) Ch. 35
What do I know?
Well, I know this is from the heart.
I know that we are far deeper than the eye can see.
I know that we all have a past. We have memories and experiences. We have traumas and battles and scars that are often visible and equally invisible as well.
We are far more complex and detailed and we are far more valuable and important to be summed up by the equation of a label or some kind of pseudo-identity.
No, I think you are more than that.
And so am I.
What Do You Know (You’re Just a Kid) Ch. 34
I need to go back to the idea we talked about in the beginning. I need to go back to that question I asked in one of my Sunday morning empowerment groups.
Do you remember it?
If you could go back in time and give your younger self a piece of advice, what age would you pick to revisit and what would your advice be?
What Do You Know (You’re Just a Kid) Ch. 33
I might have been “just a kid,” and I might not have known much, but I did know how important it was to laugh and smile.
I knew that it meant the world to me to have a good time and special moments with the people I loved.
I knew that I was young or “just a kid,” but at the same time, I knew that the world was a great big place. I knew there were things to do and places to see. I knew that life comes with its priorities but at a young age, I also recognized that life can cause us to confuse our priorities.
For example, when someone is too busy, is there a worry that perhaps we are not important enough?
When someone forgets to call us, where does this place on the priority scale in their life?
I used to think that I was losing my place to so many other things. But no, this was just life and like I said to you before, life has a funny way of teaching us lessons.
Continue readingWhat Do You Know (You’re Just a Kid) Ch. 32
What do you know?
What does anybody know?
Anything?
If anything, this journal has led me to a few conclusions which is that I only know so much. By now, since you have joined me this far, and you’ve never left me, I’m hoping that we can take this trip a little further.