Everything Fell Where They May

I used to write down my thoughts about an old tree that stood across the street from my home. 
This was years ago and back in another life that seems like it is ifetimes away.
There was an old tree across from my home. This was not a big tree and nor was this anything special to look at.
But the tree was special to me.
I would see the tree each morning when I would head to work, and then I would see the tree at night when I returned home

Home. I love that word yet, the terms and location and my emotion behind the word has changed countless times since then.
I have had different homes since then. I have seen ups and downs since that time and in fairness, I used to see that old tree as a friend.

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Everything Fell Where They May

I am famous for saying how today is just another day above the dirt.
And it is.
And that’s all this is for most of us. Today is just another day above the dirt.
This is always so for those of us who are alive and breathing and living to the best of our ability.
I have often told some of loved ones that today is a day closer to something. And I might not know what that “something” is and I might not get what I want.
But I know that I am a day closer to finding out.

In the meantime –

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Everything Fell Where they May

I think that before anything moves forward, you and I have to agree on a certain level of honesty.
Or, in this case, the one who needs to be honest here is me.
Besides, who else is here but us and as far as I can tell, you are as real as can be and at the same time, there really is no one else here but me.
If that makes sense.

Did I ever tell you how much I hated the scale?

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Everything Fell Where They May

Here it is, world. I am here.
Send me, I say to which I know. I say this out loud and to an empty room but to hell with it all!
At least I say this for myself. At least I say this here and now because if not now, then when?

Right?

I am told let the chips fall where they may is an old term that came from lumberjacks.
I did a little reasearch on this and for the record, I do not want to act like I knew about this beforehand.
I only knew about the saying because I heard someone say, “Let the chips fall where they may!”

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